I feel horrible. I did not sleep the whole night. Luckily I still managed to squeeze some energy this morning to finish preparing a minute draft.
Yawning …
Being restless and tired is least of the issue. I am drown in guilt for having spent the whole night playing Go on KGS, instead of finishing my studies assignment. I played some really interesting games though, as a plus note 
On the other hand, time is running out for me to write up two 60-pages reports on IDS/IPS and Backup Strategy, 8 pages on cybercrimes, and four article reviews on ISMS and many many more. Do I really dare to fail?
Fail or pass by itself is minor issue, but a 6-months setback to my life plan is UNTHINKABLE. Suprise, suprise, I have a life plan Repeating semester is too troublesome.
Clearly, I have problems with time management. I probably lack faith in it. All my life, it was obsession instead of discipline that brought me more success. For example, I changed my Chemistry exam result from F9 to A1 by studying the subject non-stop for 3 full days and nothing else. Similarly with Biology, but for 5 days instead. I also learned to ride a bicycle in a single session, where I fell 25 times during the course. And horse galloping, which saw my jeans torn in half ( I was OK ).
On the other hand, things that I do little by little everyday are not such sweet stories. My work seems to be an epic failure. I still do not understand how telecommunication works even after a year of working in the sector. Oh, there is one even bigger failure – my Mandarin Chinese studies ! I consistently listen to Ai FM everyday on my way to work for one year already, and check out new vocabs now and then, and guess what, I HAVE NOT IMPROVED AT ALL.
I am afraid this will happen to my Go. Playing a game a day, and doing one or two tsumegos at lunch time will get me nowhere. I need “quality” time like yesternight. A marathon of 20-30 games. Although the choice of time was definitely wrong considering the unfinished work.
Man, after writing this post, I have lost all the remaining faith in time management.
I think you can do as you like that depend on you, may be all things well.
oy!! dont neglect ur studies laa! hahaaha..
btw i did a post on Go! in my fp.
check it out haha
haha, that’s exactly what i am doing
but sometimes i do think i am carried away with it.
hey ire, i dont want to neglect studies, just dont have the time la. but ya lor, I will do. Yawwwnnnn…
hehe, proud of a go-playing brother? i would not be so extreme la during the Raya if there was no tournament waiting. thanks for promoting Go, or me , .. LOL